Am i the only one who does this with recent Godzilla movies?

I  mean watching some videos about it including spoilers,especially for GvK.I can't help myself but just watch them,and for 2 reasons:

1.In my country (Romania) due to the pandemic the movie probably won't release there so i have to watch what i can.

2.I just get too excited.

I want so see if this happens just for me or for you too.